Another week have just begin, how I hope it will be the good start for me. Unfortunately, I am wrong, I am still the holly shit girl who having shit life!! I still remember what he did to me yesterday night, I hate such feeling so much...I am a normal girl not that type of girl ok..so please dont do that to me any more...I am sad when you did that to me, do you know that??
I have told my dad to allow him to go for sales, so my dad agree and is already started today..He may be happy for the decision or may be not?? I not sure about that, anyway, I am not going to bother what you actually want for your whole life..you choose your way, I dont want to have hurt feeling when you asking why am I controlling you..?? I dont wan to give a chance for you to hurt me any more...so please just leave me alone..my opinion is you are great if continue with the store manager post instead of going for sales...but I dont know what he thinking now so just let go!!
My dad started to put lot of pressure on me again..hate those feeling..I have load of work to do from today onwards..holly shit!! how should I handle those stock well?? I cant even handle my emotion and relationship well, why are they still want me to handle those important thing..I have lost confident on myself now!! how to build up those confident...I am shit girl, stupid girl...dont put lot hope on me ok, I cant help anything..I dunno what to do next..I have no plan yet!!! really hope god will lead me the path way for me..I need more time to rest...have few days to think about if I can take CAT course or not!! can I handle my time well?? how long can I hold for that?? will I collapse faster??? I wondering when my brain can start function again?? come on girl!!! I need to think...I need my brain to function for me!! god bless...
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