Bad of luck!!!

Tiger year wasn’t a good year to me…Lot of challenge waiting ahead, wondering how am I going to go through smoothly?? My youngest bro had denggi on april then he have just fully recovered from that, then now pulak my younger bro!! really fed-up with it la, as a human being we have to worry about H1N1, denggi, accident, not enough money to use, ETC…what on earth !!! Really hope he can get well super duper soon…hate the feeling when looking at our dearest lying on bed suffering from pain…god bless him, please!!! I afraid with mosquito now, a little small devil can cause people suffering like hell and some even take their live away..why god created this to us?? Is that because of our human attitude so god wants to punish us?? Bless us please…

When I woke up early in the morning today, I thought today must be the very good day for me..Unfortunately, my thought was wrong, is just the beginning of nightmare… I have the strong feeling of having great beginning after my boy kisses me and wish me good morning, really love this feeling and I wanted to have this feeling long time ago…finally, I had it dy…and wanna to have it every single day no matter morning, noon or night..and promise will not get bored till the end of life…I wanna to have him forever…he is only belong to me…when I have made this statement, I started to worry about how if he hurt me again, how if he don’t want me after someday…arghh…boring with those thinking..still wondering what should I do to him??? Looking for answer every where…

I had a god sister last time, but now she like damn busy with her stuff and leaving me far alone..I actually wanna to have a sister to “saying” me as her sister…I wanna to share everything with her, I got one now..she told me that I am like her sister, so from that day onward I started to tell her everything about me..I am glad to have her…I treat her like my sister now, wow…feel good to have a sister again!! Thank lot to “michelle”…haha Have a good night world!! God bless my brother, please…thank lot!!