Yesterday nite was busying with dear alice so din post a blog..I feel so happy to chat with her sister, I will not think too much when chatting with her, no pressure too...I can feel the truly hapiness..Anyway, I actually very scared to post blog yesterday because I get very low mark for yesterday...Is just pass, 40 marks...Because I am thinking too much..till get headache...
Today I feel very happy to see my grandma getting better..she able to scold me somemore..haha..laughing like crazy..she ask about him...she ask why he din come for long time...Then i tell her the truth...she look sad..i explain to her ...may be i will call him to come to see my grandma, but just dunno how to open my mouth..I hope may be he can spent some time to come to see her..she getting old...and I Just wan to do what she wan...I hope she feel happy and smile every single second..
so, today...I will give myself 50 marks..i wrote a letter for him...I dunno what will he feel after read it..anyway, it truly from my heart...and it may be will be the very last time..hehez..everything will go back to zero soon..I can concentrate on otherelse...which he will not look at me too...haha..he always busy..but no one know what he actually busy at...other than that, I am now busy in planning our kl and genting trip too...happy to plan tat...I really hope all of them can go and have fun together..it must be damn fun and happy..haha..hope the time pass faster..I need to watch drama with my lovely mum now...so stop here...Missing someone so much...Nitez....
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