I am SORRY....

Today is really a special day for me...so no matter what happen or how tired I am, I must blog...should start from early in the morning...I read newspaper and saw his name in a competition..he won so I wish him for the next match...I send message to him and said good morning and add oil...he do reply me...and wish good morning and thank you...then i din reply anymore....till afternoon I and 15 of my player's went cinema watch MADAGASCAR..escape to africa..hehez...is quiet funny..after that, we went capcom again..and play again, it is really crazy...but is very happy to get high with them coz they are kids..so when play with them will make me forget everything and focus on their smile face..I like it so much..while we are playing, I tookout my fon to check what the time..then sudden I saw 2 miss call from the one I wish to see...then I am thinking should I call back..At last I call back ...Then he asking where I am and what I am doing??..actually I wanna answer that I am with my new BF but I din do that..I tell the truth..and then he said will call me back at night..
The whole afternoon I feel so weird and dunno should wait his call or not...how if he din call me back..and if he call me back what should I say..Is very very headache..I went YOGA with the other dear pigs and hope can forget everything...I do...I can do it..But when we are on the way to yam cha, dear alice sudden ask about him lolz...huhh...It make me start thinking again...Then when reach home, I lepak with my 2 little cute brothers..then start continue my drama, "lan qiu huo"-hotshot..the actors is damn handsome and cute..cool...hahaz...I falling in love again..while watching that and laughing at there, sudden a call in..wow..is he ..I pick up and start our convezation..I am so sad about that..I misunderstood everything..But he should tell me earlier about that..I dunno what he is thinking actually, because of his problem then give up me..why?? Or because of other problems too?? Anyhow, we are friend now..I will still help you..my whole family will always support you too..Just focus on what you should do now and dont think too much..I had mention 27th of DEC ...so I am wondering that is he still remember what is the meaning of the date..But if he forget already also nvm..we are friend, for sure he no need to remember that..and he like not feeling well..my heart got little pain and I am worry...Pls, god bless him...
Lastly for my blog is...I regret that I din tell him I MISS YOU...I am thinking that should i tell??...I am really missing him so much actually..huhh..take it easy..I needto continue my great drama now and need to go bed soon..good nite and sweet dream to him and my 2 little dear pig...All of them will be my very best friend in my whole life..I love them so muchie...So, GOD must bless them...