Sunday, November 2, 2008

tiring day....

I hate sunday...It drive me crazy..extremely tired of coaching and also shopping, haha...it is quiet late now, I just done Ruigie's assignment and watching to the live badminton match..I am confusing on something else..secret...i dunno how to handle my feeling and thought..may be it is uncontrollable, but is ok la coz I am not going to control it..let it flow in my brain, heart and every part of body lolz..

My secret sweet guy in my life, Joe...I am missing him so much now...he is a nice and sweet man..I missing the time when we spent together, I kept deeply in my little heart...He is always there for me whenever I am sad or happy..haha..dont misunderstood..he is already married..he treat me as his daughter...I am so sorry to swept him away for few months, I got my own reasons...pls forgive me on that ok...Dear Joe, I am so sorry bout tat...

Today, my mum told me to call him and tell him to separate my fon line with his one..hmm...I ask my mum to call him by herself..But i dunno she will do that or not..I dunno how to tell by myself..This make me think of him again..so I am not in a very good mood now, but luckily  need to focus on RuiGie asignment so I dont have much time to think about that...The mark that i can give myself is 55% for today..I am not happy with that..hate hate..I have to work harder to get higher marks..anyways, I can feel the care from my parents..I love them so much...Lastly, I have to pray for my grandma again...Pls help her...God...bless her...

I need to go bed now..tomorrow have ITSM class to attend on 9.30 am..damn early lolz...hope my dear dear Alice can wake me up..thank first ya...Nite everyone...wish nite to him too..and sweet dream...hope to hear from you...take care...

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