Today is Jeremy's birthday..Happy birthday to you...so sorry that i got no time to buy you a present..I wish all your dreams will some true ..
My grandma enter hospital again ..I really feel very very down to look at her weak face..When I look inside her eyes, I can feel that she is very sad and painful..I feel like crying..but I have to be strong in front of her, I need to have energy to think of some jokes to make her smile..I am tired tired tired...Can someone just lend me his or her shoulder for me...I need someone to beside me now..I have to be stronger to against my grandma's virus..what the hell is in her body, how come the doctor haven check it out...??? I am now missing my grandma so much, and feel to go hospital to see her, but she is in the govenrment hospital so i cant simply go in..haiz...I need to pray for my grandma, Please ..God can you help her?? I love her so much, and I wan a happy and healthy grandma...I dont wan to see her in pain and the sad face, I will feel so so so extremely sad sad sad...
Today i did very poor in my feeling...I will give myself 50 marks..I feel so moody so need someone to talk to, then i think about him again...Then, my daddy's friend, chasel called me and ask about the racket, he asked me about him again..Then, just now i went to my player's(Chia yee)'s house, her dad ask about him again again..I tell all of them the truth...then I keep on thinking the past..I know i should not think that already, but I cant control my thinking very well..I need more time to let go...I hope tomorrow I will get higher marks..lolz..haha...
And now I am missing my dear dear Alice so damn much..din see her for one day only, but I feel that is already 1 week time..haha...And mr.wei hong...He will back tomorrow lolz..So excited to see all of them in monday...haha..This month is the saving and dieting month for me, alice and ruigie..haha...3 fatty dum dum girl wanna save for Dec vacation..dear friends, we gambateh together ya..haha..dont break the promise wor..I think I have to come out some rules and regulations for this month..For those who break the promise then have to pay for the bus ticket..haha..is about money again, so I think we will not simply break the rules...it is very expensives punishment lolz..haha...Tommorow have to wake up early in the morning to coaching again, is another tiring day for me..That is a good way for me to stop thinking too..Stop here to continue my drama and on my way to find Jay's grandpa(zhou gong)..haha..nite nite and have a sugar dream ya..love u guys...
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