Went out for Christmas celebration with law, alice, susan, joei woei and 3 of the junior..happy to have them in this christmas, although I am not that merry..Have totally no plan in all the festive season so I put lot hope in my friend to date me..please do that always dude..haha:)
25 DECEMBER 2010, Saturday...Sin Lan is not happy now..who going to cheer me up?? then 26 Dec, continue to be moody alone...then 27 Dec is the day I scared most..but who know, and who going to bother how I feel..continue to pretend to be alright, to be happy...stop all those bullshit..I am not happy now, but who going to bear with me?? chong?? I love him so much but how he treat me?? his family and friends are all important than me..and in all those festive season he wont have a plan and wont wish me at all...come on...just wanna to be happy now...but who care if I happy rite now or not??...
In such cold christmas night, crying alone in this lonely room...I am all alone here..where's santa?? come make me smile please..I thought he will stay for me today, tomorrow till 27 ..he dont know that I will feel scared if I stay alone?? sure..he never try to understand me..he know only hurt me..this is what I get from him..who should I share my feeling with?? no one???? someone please answer me..who's there for me???
BE strong...be yourself, be sin lan...try to let go girl...have a good night and merry chritmas..promise..
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