Sunday, April 24, 2011

Thank God....

Thank god for sending me a god "brother" that really care about me..is just like sending me a jacket and hot choc in winter...Chong hurt me too much, he din even wanna bother our relationship...he din even bother my feeling, I seriously dunno what he want from me and what he expect me to do for him..but anyway, my heart already like totally broken and cant feel anything rite that minute...all I can do is let him decide everything, and I will try my best to let go everything soon..I really cant believe he did that to me again and again and again...is that means he love me still..

God sent me a very good god brother so that I able to continue my path alone without chong..Just wanna let chong know, I really cant stand for it dy...if someone ask me who I love most, for sure is always YOU..but may be you already forget the love for me..I really hurt....hurt a lot...luckily, god sent someone here to take over your place to take care of me..really make me feel so touch, he is always there for me when I need him...he is just like my angel...love this brother so much...will do everything for him..thank god...

Today, 24 april 2011....I love today ...just love today...thank chong that hurt me so damn much on today...thank lot to my dear brother that gave so much love for me on today also...god wanna show the difference to me on today...God just arranged all this thing happen in same day so that I can feel which is more important in their heart...for chong, is definitely not me...but for my bro definitely is me...haha:) Love this feeling lol..

Hope will have a good night ...and sweet dream as well....

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