This is my very first blog without him...I am working very hard to let go everything that i had it before...Love is a very complicated case that no one can define it...I really hate those feeling, I afraid with the word love..I am wrong, and i should let go and i regret....I actually trust him, and i believe that he will do everything for me becasue he promise me..But now only I know actually we do not really need to do what ever we promise, we can actually simple break the promise..This is what i learn from this relationship..thank lot..As a conclusion for me, do not trust what ever the boy promise and do not trust love..love is just a nice word to spell...He is still like a small kid..Why dont he change for me..This is why our relationship will stop..And i have to slowly walk out from your world, and how about you?? Dont simply falling in love with someone , ok?? This is extremely dangeruos...
I am walking out of your world...It is so difficult but I think I can make it because I am so lucky to have few best friends be with me..The first one will be my dear dear, Alice...she is very cute and nice gal, but her brain full of worms..Second will be our piggy, RuiGie..she is very kind, but sometime you do not know what she thinking, one good example is she print the whole assignment without the cover page...hahaha...The third one will be my gor gor, wei hong..hmm, he is just too cute for me, but he will not pick up his fon for the whole day...haha...very very busy ...Then will be Steven, which is a vegetarian boy...he like sms so much, but only sms Alice lolz...Next will be the Mr.Choo..which is RuiGie boy boy...I feel so happy to know them...Sometime I felt that the god is unfair..God take away all my love one...But sometime I have to thank god because the god willing to give me all this friends..I love them very much..
I need help from the god..I really hope the god will not take away my grandma...My grandma is very weak, and cant even walk for few steps...sleep less, eat less, talk less...I am so worry about her and also my mum...My mum is very worry about her till cried for few times...I really hope that the god will give the super energy for my grandma and make her younger...I love her so much than I think...
Today morning have Academic English class, damn boring...Keep writing letter only..haiz....After that, we went to a secret place to do a secret thing...haha...have a long conversation with a crazy girl..she keep introduce Aaron to me..and telling that Aaron is very good boy and also quiet rich..what a funny girl?? I hope that she will not take any action lolz..if not i am going to wack her..The god will arrange everything for the human, so not we decide what to do ok....but of course we have to work very hard for our future..haha..
Now is very late dy..I am so happy that I did not have any lonely feeling for tonight..I give myself 65 marks..It is quiet low, because the stupid Alice keep holding the hair dryer and talk talk talk ...that make me think about him..so deduct some mark for that...haha...gambateh ya..Good night, sin lan..hehe...have a very sweet dream ya..
